That’s a good question... I thought I lived every day to its fullest, until I got cancer. Then I realized I had no clue... once death became a reality, everything changed. We all know we are gonna die someday, but it’s not something we keep at the front of our minds... until something happens that forces it to.  I don't think I would want to know the exact time or circumstances of my death... I would be too focused on that and trying to change it instead of living life.